Long time

So it has been quite some time since I have written in this, not that anyone really reads it, but things have been busy but great. I am finally graduating on May 23, 2009 so I'm really pumped! As I began to think about graduating, I began to think about how much life is going to be changing. I am ok with change, but it is going to be hard because this is the final thing left. It was hard last year leaving my best friends and knowing things would never be the same. It won't be quite as hard this year in the same way, because not all my best friends are around anymore, but knowing that life is going on. It's weird knowing that I'm getting married and that will take a lot of change and it will be tough, but I think more about how the older I get, the more I'm going to have to say goodbye to people and that is hard for me. Grandpa Henry has alzheimers and he isn't doing well. He is in the last area of the nursing home before needing total care and he doesn't know anybody anymore. On Easter, my dad went to see him and he was doing the best he has been doing in a while, but two weeks later, he doesn't even know Grandma and that is very hard for her. She knew this was coming, but knowing it was coming and actually having to deal with are two different things. Life is changing and I'm excited, but I'm also scared. But life is going to go on whether I like it or not. The scariest thing is knowing that Grandpa is doing well and my wedding is coming up. My mom had a dream that he died the night before my wedding and that is scary for me so pray that he either dies after my wedding or at least a month before it. Anyhow, I'm going to try and keep up to date with posting. Enjoy!!